My Dear and Patient Reader,
Thank you for your understanding in my inability to post at a consistent time. I can promise you more book reviews will come and that I will get caught up on everything… someday. I’ve had a request or two to post some of my thoughts beyond the book reviews that make up the majority of this blog. After all, this blog is supposed to be about my exploration of YA, and that has to do with more than just what books I’m reading from the genre—this still evolving genre that deals with the questions Who am I? and What am I going to do about it?
I’ve been thinking about and realizing lately that it’s not just teens who ask these questions. We all reencounter them in adult life, especially at times of transition. For me these questions are natural companions of feeling overwhelmed. And right now… I’m there. I’m working two jobs, taking five classes, rehearsing for a play, serving as president of a student organization, and trying to pull together graduate school applications…not to mention trying to maintain some sort of social life including friends, family and dating. Much of the way I feel currently is comparable to my senior year of high school (although now it’s accompanied by the dreadful prospect of a hefty chunk of personal debt). The over commitment to extra-curriculars, the sleep deprivation, the uncertainty surrounding where I’ll be and what I’ll be doing next year, the anxiety of wondering what will happen to the relationships I’ve formed over the last four years—it’s all back like an old friend (or fiend… not sure).
And so, here at 2 in the morning on a Wednesday at the age of 21 years 8 months and 3 days, I am still asking Who am I? and What am I going to do about it? How YA of me… I supposed the one thing keeping my personal existence from fitting right on a little YA shelf is that I don’t have the limited adolescent perspective of YA books: I’ve traveled, lived on my own (both in another state and, for a while, another country), I’ve been a leader and a follower, I’ve been hurt (oh yes) and I’ve hurt others, I’ve loved and been loved, I’ve learned from some mistakes and repeated others, I’ve laughed, cried, failed and triumphed, I’ve discovered the people and ideas that are important to me, and I’ve developed a pretty darn good idea about the type of person I want to be. And even for all that, I still find myself squinting at half-composed possibilities glowing with fuzzy uncertainty in the middle of the night.
I suppose my point is this: no matter how far removed one is from the ages, experience levels and contexts of YA novels, there are questions embedded within them that resonate with something human… not just something adolescent. The novels that are truly able to speak to this without it being stifled by the superficial aspects of their respective genres (in this case namely the nostalgia of adolescence) are ones worth reading and keeping. That, my friends, is how classics are born. …and how I choose to end this post in favor of sleep…maybe.
--E
